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Monday, February 23, 2009
3:46 AM
a season of seperation.
something that i would never want to face,but i know i need to.now the next question is...what's my greatest fear?&i seriously think that is me not being a growing seed wherever i am called to be.i cannot deny that meeting a bunch of stranger in a total weird place&many stuff are into consideration too.but what's most scary is in these circumstances,i dont grow.
if God gives me a bunch of classmates who dont like me-
is God showing me that i neeed to grow in my social interaction skills
if God gives me stress in my studies-
is God way of testing my trust
what if i choose to pass all these test that God had given me.
choose to stand still or even run away.
i dont want to be lukewarm in your kingdom.
this is going to be my prayer-Lord,you make me a growing seed wherever i am called to be.Give me strenght and courage&of anything i am in lack of,cause i really want to grow&be used in your kingdom.